Courtney's Musings

    6 Nov 2011

    Rachael Yamagata - Even if I don’t

    I miss you most in the morning
    Most every morning
    I wake up thinking
    I could call
    I could come visit
    I could come running
    We could relive it

    But when I think of all that we’ve been through
    Going back to you
    Seems such a foolish thing to do
    I hope you know
    That even if I don’t
    I wanted to

    All those words
    You said at the ending
    Were pretty revealing
    And I can’t forget them
    All those ways
    We missed at connecting
    Despite all our trying
    It always came back to
    What I couldn’t give you

    So when I think of starting up again
    Or trying to be friends
    It seems impossible to do
    I hope you know
    That even if we can’t
    I wanted to

    Who knows why
    Two people perfectly aligned
    Should ever have to find themselves apart
    I’ll never understand my heart

    I miss you
    Most in the morning
    Most every morning
    I wake up crying